i love jonathan’s blog

i'm a chicken. i'm too scared to talk to jonathan.

advice please!!!!

lie ya so never lie to anyone!

especially your parential units.

i was grounded from the computer because i told my parents that i would not go online, and then i did, and they found out. sooo...ya i havent written in a while.

This is good advice because i couldnt talk to like any of my friends for a while. well i could text but not online. =[

So anyways,

       At school, we are doing secret santa, and i got andy. But then Blake wanted it cuz she likes andy so we traded. Then i had Mrs. Boulus. Then, i really wanted jonathan, so i traded timmy to get him. so then now i have to get him a chocolate, and candy cane. so i have jonathan for secret santa, and then grant RUINEDDDD it cuz he told jonathan that i had him so now he knows.

          He just signed on and then off, so i think he blocked me. =[

false alarm!! lol.

so ya.

O I DIDNT TELL YOU!!!

----i'm going to Mouii for X-MAs! yayyyy!

ok done talking.

Love me? i know!

------------------------------------>Michaggie

Hey heads up to all of the people reading this. My blog isn't all that good. any suggestions...i'd x3 it. um ya..i'll try to stop all of the um jonathan talk. ya again i said TRY. but ya everything wont be about him. i think. donno. =]   

Michaggie [=

i've got to drop liking jonathan. Its NEVER gonna work. NEVER. i dont know why i bother. UGHG! Why doesn't he like me?! we always have fun together! o ya. thats why. lauren k. enemy.

read this ^^^

Why did it never occur to me to maybe ask him out?! o ya! i remember! HE LIKES LAUREN KKKKKKK!!! what does she have that i dont have. i'm sure i have something she doesnt. accually at least 3.

OMG SHOES! i'm going to get what i want! hehe watch it! ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

screw me!

 Michaggie =]

p.s. never gonna get over him am i.

I'm CONFUzzLED!

well. jonathan and blake arent goin out. neither are mary and jonathan. neither are lauren and jonathan. there is no jonathan &... there is just no one. WELL THERE'S ME! DONTCHA THINK HE COULD TAKE A CHANCE?!

calm yourself michaggie. calm. deep in...deep out.

Fish

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hehe the fiish calm me. haha! yay!

ok so back to my christmas list.

besides x3 Jonathan x3 i want a computer for meeself, [and sister]

i really really really want jonathan to be mine.

wow. i just realized how much i want it!

~as you know me~ still confuzzled...wanting jonathan!

hey i'm at my cousin's house for thanxgiving. bein fattt after all that food!

dont really want them to see this. so cant really talk. um...just wanted to addd some stuff.

happy turkey day!

omg blake just told me that jonathan was just kidding when he asked her out!

michaggie

as you can see from my title, i had a bad day.

well i had only a half day since tomorrow is turkey day [yay]

but...well. jonathan. jonathan jonathan jonathan.

he likes my best friend blake.

he asked her out today.

she said yes.

but its ok.

i'm not mad, i'm calm.

writing about it helps me!

deep breaths i keep telling myself. i mean, its not like he even ever liked me.

i'm ok with blake dating him. i'm ok. I AM OK!

i'm just in a typing mood. i'm supposed to be cleaning my room right now but i dont feel like it.

DEEP BREATHS!

tear tear. i'm sad...NO I'M NOT! jeez i was just kidding i'm fine.

my favorite color is pink. its close to red like jonathan's.

i like soccer--he loves it!

i am not smart...well um..--he is!

ok i'm ok. i think thats about it for now.

pray for me! GOOD LUCK...o ya thanx! i need it. i'm scared for tomorrow. blake says she feels really bad. i told her i'm ok with it. but...i'll get through it tomorrow. whpew i'm ok.

:-* Michaggie *-:

ok just to clue you in on jonathan.

red is his favorite color.

he was born on my birthday.

he is the cutest and most beautiful man alive according to me.

well, he's crushin one of my so called "friends"

i dont  know why he likes her.

yesturday i told him i liked him online. he said "g2g" and then he signed off. i was like thanx...ya.

so now i'm kinda heartbroken. i guess he likes me as just a friend. a really good friend. my friend kaiser [her nickname] told me that. i took it to mind. i decided i should try not to like him so much....

well as you can see from my blog i'm not over him.

my friend miranda brought me to this blog. i have to give her credit, and she's been takin me step by step through this.

and sometimes...she's the only one i can trust.

so i'm kinda bored. gotta social studies project but i dont have the paper to do it on so i'm screwed. [due tomorrow] and ya.

omg i love you!

Michaggie

i'm bored. this is short. gonna go explore!